Joshua Paine
I just want to say how amazing this song is and how surprised I am that no one else has bought this. It hits me every time, especially the dialogue at the end. Wow....
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lyrics
Do I sound sincere in unwelcome atmospheres?
There's no happy here; it wouldn't matter if you were here.
Waiting to disappear, my dear I fear my ending's near.
I lost my footing and the roots that I held dear.
The consequence of moving, there's no happy here
I can find in my mind. In due time i'll be fine. The displeasure's all mine!
I know what I want but not what I need,
I'll bite my nails until they bleed.
Shake out in the cold and grind my teeth.
Smoke another spliff to help me breathe.
So it's agreed,
Bullshitting my way through the motions of feigned emotion succeed.
Throw me in the deep end see if I can swim, watch me drown.
Every single cycle I'm stuck in will only prove to let you down.
But I'm still around, a shameful noun, existing's profound
when you're lost in the forests that became this town.
Unsure if you're alive or just buried above the ground.